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Wednesday, February 01, 2006

"Beautiful Disaster"

This song reminds me of someone who keeps popping in my head lately...

He charms in his dreams
An exquisite extreme unknown
He’s as damned as he seems
More heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world would cave in
It just ain't right
Lord, it just ain't right

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold me tight
Baby, hold me tight

Oh 'cause I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm searching for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long

He’s soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He’s never enough
And still he's more than I can take
Oh 'cause I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He’s beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster.

2 Comments:

Blogger Kate said...

You are funny, you are poignant, I love your writing. BTW, I think you should lose that guy who shoves you when you snore and doesn't stay over when you want him to. He's not good enough for you.

4:22 PM

 
Anonymous b. england said...

I agree...boot his ass to the curb - he sounds like a pretty selfish individual!

5:15 PM

 

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